Celebrating The End

Mar 07

Feb 28

Anonymous asked: This is disgusting. You should be trying to help people! why are you glorifying suicide this way?? I understand suicide for those with a serious or painful illness, but to create a tumblr completely dedicated to the glorifying something so sad? why? If anything you should be using tumblr as a platform to reach out to people, to let them know that they are worth something, and that they're not alone. Nobody should die in vain, and nobody should ever have to take their own life.

you are not interested in hearing that which may not fit your baseless moral code.

Anonymous asked: hi, i am a 17 year old girl who wishes with all her heart to have never been born. i need help. i need help. i want to know whats the most quickest and no pain suicide that i can do.

it’s not wise to make choices based on chemicals you won’t be dealing as much with in a few years. if you still want to die in six more years then you should begin looking at your life as something you have the option to end. do some reading up for yourself, weigh your concerns around exiting and the fall out it causes, and make choices from there.

till then, realize you are still a child who is dealing with chemicals that make everything feel more important and pressing than they actually are.

as it crawls limply from the shadows to discuss recent policy changes and an impending death.

As many of you might know, this blog barely lived.

At the outset of it’s creation it was meant to become it’s name. A digital shrine dedicated to the self imposed ending of one’s reality. From the bus stop to a flimsy rooftop. Laze begun to take over. We were committed at the start but quickly lost the will. Understandable I’m sure.

In time I’d planned on taking my place as the main controller of the shrine. I read the alt.suicide.methods guide and even posted some parts of it here. I was trying to wrap my head around the line at which images become gore and perspective becomes deluded. That came to a skreetching hault earlier as I read about tumblr’s new outlook on “self harm blogs.”

While this shrine is dedicated to the end of one’s life it is by no means to be used as a conduit toward action. If the numbers I’ve seen in relation to the content posted here is any indication, many are far more intrigued by the methods, ideology, and romanticism of the act verses the idea of actually exiting. Yes, messages in bottles asking for help have washed up in our inbox. Some ask for advice on how to move past lament and sadness. Few have wanted our help expediting their exit process. Like many many things however, tumblr isn’t concerned about reading between the lines their users have created. The staff would rather alter policies to stick children’s heads in the sand rather than trust them to make choices for themselves as to what sorts of media they seek to ingest.

That said, this blog will be gone sooner or later. The simple act of posting to it is putting it in danger of being found I suspect. None of this will stop it from continuing for as long as it can.

I’d like to find more interesting content to post here. I’d like to encourage people to flood tumblr with suicide related content. I know that wouldn’t accomplish anything short of a mass account wipe though. Signing the ToS is signing away your right to be upset at that which the company choose to do with their product. If there’s one thing tumblr staff does right though, it’s irony. There’s something special about the idea of killing off a blog that prides itself in the discussion of life’s end.

Enough though. This has been a rant I hadn’t planned on running this long.

Again, I plan on updating this as much as I can think to in the span before it’s death. And thank you to all of our followers who realize the importance of suicide awareness (and borderline fetishism thereof)! There has been a lot more praise than hate here which is something nobody could have imaged would happen.

Thank you and good luck.

Nov 27

Potassium Cyanide (KCN) Consumption

  1. Take a small glass of cold tap water; do not use mineral water, nor any kind of juice or soda water, due to the acidity of such liquids.
  2. Stir 1g (or 1.5g, at most) of potassium cyanide (KCN) into the water; using more than recommended will likely cause burning of the throat due to the acidity.
  3. After about five minutes—this “waiting period” is important, as a chemical reaction needs to take place—the KCN will be dissolved and ready to drink (because it has turned into HCN). It remains drinkable for a period of several hours, but not much more than that.
  4. Once the concoction is drunk, consciousness will be lost within a minute. There will be just time to rinse out the glass (to ensure that no one else accidentally drinks from it—however, one could just as easily put a big “Warning” label onto the glass, or throw it into a corner or a fireplace, if one doesn’t want to take the time) and lie down. But beware—a person extremely weakened by illness might lose consciousness within twenty seconds.
  5. While in the coma, death will follow in fifteen to forty-five minutes, depending on the physical strength of the person and whether the stomach is full or empty (an empty stomach promotes faster death).
  6. During the coma period, the dying person will breathe heavily or snore, similarly to people who have taken a lethal dose of barbiturates.

[Hans] Atrott notes that with a person who is seriously terminally ill, death is so peaceful that often doctors do not detect suicide, and sign the death certificate as being from natural causes.

Nov 25

A loved one waiting for a bus

If you believe that you have a psychological imbalance that is causing your suicidal ideations, then I recommend that you seek medical help for this imbalance rather than merely reacting to it by taking an action you may regret. Certainly, before the age of 23 it is often quite difficult to obtain a coherent perspective on the world from which to make the important decision to end one’s life.

While I may counsel people about means to terminate life and even inform them of the most efficient means of achieving this, I am strongly opposed to preying on the weak-minded or disabled who haven’t a grasp on their personal will sufficient to make an informed and mature decision on their own. Euthanasia (good death) is not coercive, nor is it merely concerned with the termination in question, providing also for the feasting on our kindred and the making kindred of the feast.

 > I continuously want to kill myself. I have tried but have 
 > never been successful. I do not know what to do…

Most medical (physical and psychological) conditions have been addressed with at least symptomatically-ameliorative, if not remedying, treatment plans that will likely contain a combination of physical, dietary, and medicinal prescriptions.

If you do not feel that your needs are being met on the particular schedule you have been recommended, get additional opinions (consult whatever authorities you think are trustworthy) and experiment with alternatives. Research what is known about your condition, supplement your knowledge base so as to become more independent and able to make decisions without the need of people whom you may not know well. The internet is a valuable resource (with search engines, for example) to accomodate your needs in this regard. You can also seek out local reference librarians, as they will be of inestimable service.

It is important to evaluate the following criteria:

  1. How capable are you of making an informed decision that will affect the quality of your life?
  2. How reliable is your emotional resolve?
  3. Are you being driven to certain actions, or are you definitely choosing them with careful deliberation and resolved composure?
  4. How much deliberation time is reasonable for you?

Dec 20

Anonymous asked: I really want to kill myself ! can u pls tell me some fast way to do it ?

Yes.

Sep 13

m0m0ko:



An 8-year-old girl has committed suicide by hanging herself.

She had hanged herself by tying a towel around her neck and to a 1.8m high clothes rack on their apartment’s veranda, using a folding chair to reach the rack and as a platform from which to drop herself.
Her 29-year-old father immediately summoned emergency services, but the girl was later pronounced dead.
She is said to have been alone at home whilst her mother took other siblings to a nursery.
No note or other indication of why she chose to take her own life has been found.
Her parents previously complained to her school that somebody had vandalised her schoolbooks, writing her name and “die” on a total of 12 of them. At the time the girl took 8 days off school, but later returned.
The mother of one of her friends described her as “a polite little girl” and claims she was subject to harassment but seemed unaffected, whilst a local woman who knew the girl as “really cute” reports the girl had been the victim of physical abuse at the hands of classmates.
The school principal, pictured, feigns ignorance and denies any connection between the incident and the suicide.

m0m0ko:

An 8-year-old girl has committed suicide by hanging herself.


She had hanged herself by tying a towel around her neck and to a 1.8m high clothes rack on their apartment’s veranda, using a folding chair to reach the rack and as a platform from which to drop herself.

Her 29-year-old father immediately summoned emergency services, but the girl was later pronounced dead.

She is said to have been alone at home whilst her mother took other siblings to a nursery.

No note or other indication of why she chose to take her own life has been found.

Her parents previously complained to her school that somebody had vandalised her schoolbooks, writing her name and “die” on a total of 12 of them. At the time the girl took 8 days off school, but later returned.

The mother of one of her friends described her as “a polite little girl” and claims she was subject to harassment but seemed unaffected, whilst a local woman who knew the girl as “really cute” reports the girl had been the victim of physical abuse at the hands of classmates.

The school principal, pictured, feigns ignorance and denies any connection between the incident and the suicide.


Aug 30

wesleepforever:

pain.

(via extremities)

wesleepforever:

pain.

(via extremities)

Jul 21

bullybones:

 The first known Internet suicide pact occurred in Japan, October 2000. A 46 year old male dentist and a 25 year old woman met each other through a suicide website chatroom and exchangednumerous e-mails in which they asked for the support of the other in committing suicide. They later met at the mans house and swallowed a lethal quantity of sleeping pills. 

Japan’s ‘internet suicide’ community is a growing, and morbid underworld of chat rooms and websites with names like “Suicide Club” where thousands of young people meet and plan their deaths.

Some say sites can be a place to discuss suicidal thoughts and other subjects hard to discuss in real life and people can use the sites to find another to share in their death, so they don’t have to go through it alone. Others argue that some of the sites really encourage people to kill themselves, and the group creates a momentum which makes it hard to stop - members egg each other on until they become irrational.

Overall Japan has one of the highest suicide rates in the world. Internet suicide pacts represent 2% of all group suicide pacts, and around 0.01% of all suicides combined. However, they are on the increase with 34 deaths from such pacts occurred in 2003; at least 50 are estimated to have occurred in 2004; and 91 occurred in 2005, with these figures set to rise further.